Songs I Forgot About.

Cruising through my iTunes tonight I found an old Savage Garden CD. I forgot how good their music was/is. I used to live by the song Affirmation. The lyrics spoke to me and for some reason today they did again. I miss my home. I miss my family and friends. I miss going to baseball games and watching fireworks. I miss eating at Abuelos. I miss working at KHOG. I miss it all. I love being here, I love this adventure and everything that has happened since I got here but I just miss home. I'm sorry to anyone I have taken it out on in the last week or so but I haven't known how to process these or any other feelings that I have had. The perfect storm of emotional breakdowns has hit and I don't know how to deal with them when they happen. Luckily I am breaking out of it slowly but surely.

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
Until you say goodbye
Oh no no no no no